home for the holidays

it’s been a crazy holiday break. first i had a whirlwind of appointments (dentist, optomologist, doctor, cake and flower lady,  and reception rentals/decorators. phew!) in a couple days. then i went back and forth to wil’s house and my house. i’ve been to the theatre 3 times, and am going tonight for a 4th. christmas came 5 times for me too…one with the grandparents, one with the in-law’s, one with half of my immediate family, then again with the rest of the family, and last with aunt, uncle and cousins. i actually lost track of when christmas really was!

now it is the 30th and i am sick with a cold and somewhat depressed. wil had to go back home on the 23rd. i didn’t get to be with him on christmas, and because i don’t get to go home till the 7th we will spend new years and his birthday apart as well. it hurts. i can honestly say i ache because of his absence. i cried a few times today just missing him, and knowing that he is lonesome there also.

the worst part is that i can’t really do anything about it.